Broken Brights

Waking up to the views that i hope would be my second home, no. 

I've never been feeling this empty before, but this time, they're too long. I thought that i would feel any different about my life right now. It is surprising me a lot that things that i really want, would be things that destroy me the most. Now I don't know what i want, I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what's been lost.

I don't feel anything for anything. From what i experienced, this is the worst feeling ever. The cracks are too big and i don't know what I'm going to do with my life.